Since my last post....I started school. I started at ISU in August and it has been crazy. For the Fall semester I only took 2 classes while still working full time at my office. The 1st couple of weeks were super crazy as I was adjusting to a new schedule and trying to figure everything out and how to fit everything in. After that it really leveled out and I did amazingly well. I managed to get As in both of my classes which I am supremely proud of as I didn't too so well the 1st time I went to college. I am definitely redeeming myself.
Me on my very 1st day of school in 11 years!!!
Since my last post....I loved and lost this boy....
He was the nicest boy I ever met and he thought he had won some prize by getting to go out with me. It was a new and sometimes strange feeling. He made me feel like I was the greatest thing God ever made and was the 1st boy to ever tell me I was pretty or worthwhile in any way. I felt like all the wrongs of my life had finally been set right. I don't think I've ever been happier in all my life. I thought that he was the one. I was planning my life around him being the one. Then one day he didn't like me anymore and didn't think I was so great. Then he was gone. And all those things he had set right in my life seemed to shatter. And I miss him. That's all I'm going to say about it.
"But you're changing everything....you're changing everything in me. And now, now that you're near there's nothing more without. Without you here...."
Without You Here-Goo Goo Dolls
Since my last post....I started my 2nd semester of school. This Winter semester got a lot crazier as I'm now taking 4 classes and a lab and still working full time and still trying to fit everything in. I am more than 1/2 way through the semester and not only do I have As in all my classes more importantly I've only had two major breakdowns where I sat in my car crying and asking myself "what were you thinking?" I'd say that's quite a victory. Also I got a 100% on my last math test and if you know me at all you know I hate math and it's my worst subject. 100%!!! I decided to transfer back up to Rexburg in the Fall and can't believe life has taken me back to Ricks College. Yes I know it's BYU-I now but it will always be Ricks College to me. I have 2 more years of school til I graduate and it can't come fast enough.
Since my last post......I am, once again, heavily involved in my ever going weight loss project. I am making real progress though! I've joined a workout group at the gym and we work out with our Trainer Mike twice a week. The girls in my group are super fun so it's actually enjoyable to work out. I've discovered I have a love of boxing. I love punching stuff. It's prolly cuz I have a lot of rage!! Right now I'm trying to get ready to (hopefully) run a 10K race in June. Even though I have gotten out of endurance running shape I'm actually making fast progress re-building it and I'm already up to running 2 mile without stopping. I'll be ready for this 10K in no time!!
So that's it in a nutshell...Life since my last post. It doesn't sound like a whole lot but trust me it is! My days basically consist of going to work, going to school, going to the gym, doing homework, going to sleep & waking up to do it all over again!!
Hopefully I will be better at blogging now that I've gotten a little bit caught up...but don't hold your breath!
